I think Brian moved back to muskogee.
Got a call from a number I didn't know with a muskogee area code. It was him. He said, "Sarah, it's Brian." & I just hung up.
He sent texts, saying he was just trying to ask how my Disneyland trip was. I don't even know how he knew I went.
Then he started getting mean. It's like he loves to make people think he's a nice guy while he's reminding me that I know how he really is.
Sent me a text this morning.
He said he would "fuck me again" if he could.
I'm going to go throw up.
Maybe update more later.


Not One, but Two
you run to you room
and tell me what to do with what
you've given everyone a scare
and i know you're scared
but you can't keep holding out like this today

and who are these kids sleeping in my bed
and tell all the people under the stairs
tell them all what you want

you run to your room
and tell me what to do with what
you've given everyone a scare
and i know you're scared
but you can't keep holding out like this today

and who are these kids sleeping in my bed
and tell all the people under the stairs
tell them all what you've done
tell them all what you've done
tell them all what you've done



Edit - 9:50pm.
Sorry, I never tell you about the good things anymore. But there are many.
Last night was prom. I went with Justin. We mostly hung out with his friend Billy. I actually like him, he was pretty funny. Then instead of going to the after party held by the school, I went to Casey's. There we hung out with Nick, Casey, and Tree (her name's not really Tree. That's her nick name). One of my best friends, David, came too with his date. She and I are quickly becoming friends too. We used to be best friends in elementary school, but we're not now. So that's kind of neat.
My parents made my older brother take a million pictures of us. Some of them made it to my myspce and facebook. The top picture, if you click on it, you can see them on facebook. If you click on the bottom picture, you can see them on myspace. They're all the same pictures though.

I cried some today. I didn't mean to. But Brian texted me some very mean things. Justin just held me and tried to comfort me. Him, Casey, and David all said they would scare him or beat him up if they wanted me to. Not that I'd ever want that, but... It's nice to know they care. I'm glad Justin is so understand about it too. I love that guy.