Today's Forecast : I will get better.

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This diary started as an outlet from when I was raped about two years ago. It's turn into a normal, every day life diary because I think I've gotten a lot better since the incident.

Sarah Michelle

I'm 18 years old. I enjoy music, art, and history. There's a lot to me that I don't even understand. I can't explain what I'm thinking very well, but I'm normally always lost in deep thought. I love those around me, and I live to love, really. I don't worry so much about religion as I do just being a good person to society. I do believe in something hereafter. I love my family & friends. I tend to be an open book.

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Recent Entries
My Number. - April 27, 2008
I will get better. - April 13, 2008
Living Room. - April 09, 2008
I wake up exhausted. - April 07, 2008
Not one, but two. - April 06, 2008

Music
Tegan and Sara
John Mayer
The Shins

I will get better.
( 2:23 a.m. - April 13, 2008 ) :: ( Yesterday's - Tommorrow's )

I feel like shit.
I feel like everyone I know is aware of who they are, and they own that.
I own nothing. I feel like a reflection of those around me. Don't get me wrong, I love those who influence me.
But am I really nothing?
I feel like I don't contribute anything.
I think I'm just having a lonely bad night.
I hate the fact that I always have nightmares.
I feel like I'm going insane right now. Like my eyes are going to roll back into my head because they're so tired, but I'm too scared of my own dreams to let them rest.
Fuck, fuck, fuck!